7 November 2010,Sunday

I sad because i might need to do operation in the hospital because my back bone is not straight but i don't know what should i do now.I also don't know how to tell my parents about it because if i tell my parents and they will get sad.I hope my parents don't get sad if i really go operation one day.Sometimes,i also feel lonely at home.I also scare that i might affect some illness because of proper reason and i also hope i can going as far as possible so that my parents don't suffer.The illness must do treatment forever so i don't wish to let my parents know about it.